Truth is, I have so many thoughts rolling through my head right now it would be hard to really put any of them down in an articulate fashion. It is hard for me to even think of how to describe it...
I guess I want to say I am good. And I just want to say hello to everyone. And I want to tell you that I don't know what any of this means, what any of anything means or is supposed to be about. And I don't think anyone really knows. And that is okay. It is all okay, it just kind of is. And that feels right. To say, "I don't know" and just keep moving forward.
Its nice to not try and figure it out, to not always try and have the answers. And its nice to talk and be and hang out and just accept it all, and in accepting say, "I care and I love" and know that is all that really matters. My intent is good, I believe your intent is good. Everything else will figure itself out. It has been since the beginning and it will until the end.
Its all so perfect, this chaos and it is all so good. I don't know why I am here, I don't know where I will end up, but I am here and I am happy to be here...lucky to be here. Lucky to be with all of you, sharing this experience.
And here I sit, not euphoric or depressed or even deep romantic. Just here.
Hello everyone, I am writing to say hello.
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Funny- you wrote this yesterday, and I just read it tonight (Thurs)... and yet it is exactly where I am right now, after today. I want to know, but I don't, and I am okay with that.
Thanks for that love.
B
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