And I know its true

What can be difficult about being me is how much I think about things. I worry I think too much.
And it saddens me when I also realize that a reason (I almost said the reason)...so a reason I am romantic, ask others questions, delve into who they are and tell them how much I love them is because I just want approval. I just want to be loved.

My wife says so what? One of the reasons I love her.

I know my worries are true, that is what is scary and difficult. I believe there is a good and bad to everything and everyone. My worries come from something that is true about myself that I don't like. Thankfully, I see both the good and the bad.

And let not this or my previous post confuse you. I am very happy in my life right now. Happier than I have ever been. And pretty balanced to. I am self aware, living in the moment, and balanced. And, I can say in this moment, and have said in many previous moments "I love myself". Doesn't mean I don't worry though.

I think one of our cats, Ms. Rufus, has it right. Stop thinking so much, cover your eyes from reality and sleep away the day in a sun beam.