not more than an hour goes by...

...when I think of Elliot...our little guy...it is hard to believe, I don't want to believe.

It fills my hear with longing, makes me angry and sad. Our sweet little guy, its not fair, its not right. Sigh...the sadness doesn't go away, even in the jungle.

Thanks to all who have reached out to express their condolences and share their love.

I know when we return reality will set in, and with that the sadness of losing our friend.

I don't want to admit he is gone, it hurts to much to say. Its easier to push the sadness down.

He was our good friend, we loved him deeply. We are sorry Elliot...we will always love you.